this is one long sentence

the thing about making an assignment in a lazy and dazed state of mind is that it only gets you to your first lousy point and then it leads to another and so on until you finish with a paper that is full of crap.

i have so much stuff inside my head. i couldn't start a single introfi assignment. i couldn't even understand some of our lessons. i have pending fotocam contact prints. i have reporting. i have heaps of term papers. i have two papers for filipi3. i have church service..

and yeah.. i'm not doing anything about it. fucker.

my life is going nowhere...

at least i know where its going..

eh?

ok, matters of the heart..

i am certainly uncertain.
fucking oxymoron.

i could only decide to the extent of which ballpen i am going to use everyday. anything beyond that, i couldn't dare.

i'm sorry if i'm letting time rule over us...

haha. but i know we're ok.. are we?