because of the fact that i am fucking STRESSED...

I perceive myself as a filthy, sordid, revolting piece of shit trapped inside the septic tank of homework. I also see myself entwined with tendrils of paranoia that makes my whole body shrivel up because it has seep in my self belief, potency, faith and God-knows-what.

Naaah.. I just miss being “emo”. [(not emo mainstream.. emo prinsesapraning style. Hehe.) with a certain few people to be specific]

I am losing myself. : .. i think.

Again, can I just say… I get what I NEED but I don’t always get I WANT. so STOP it.. whatever you are doing...