scardey piyar

the fucking door of my parent's bedroom just slammed.. and fuck that because i'm alone in this fucking house. fuck. fuck. fuck.

yes yes.. i'm scared to death. i'm not moving right now.. well, except for my fingers and my fucking palpitating heart. shit. i'd not dare look sideways.. and for god's sakes.. behind! NO WAY!

i just called up my dad.. and he said its just the wind. SHIT. as far as i know, not even a whiff of air could possibly get inside this house. first, its so damn hot today.. second, our neighborhood is so congested.

shit. i'm scared. help me.